Anyone else become really weird in quarantine? I went entire days without speaking to anyone and I organized my spice cabinet by color. Places are starting to open near me, and while I miss my friends to death, I'm...not ready?
I went to the farmers market the other weekend and it was a beautiful day, but seeing so many people at once nearly sent me into a panic!
Balancing WFH with a little bit of safe socialization is my goal, but my brain isn't used to doing "normal" things again that weren't normal for so long. I really don't want to stay shut-in; there's absolutely nothing wrong with a socially distanced picnic with friends, in fact, it's probably what I need...but the thought of it is still making me pretty nervous! It's been so long now.
I warned my friends that I was becoming a total weirdo, and they could all relate, thankfully. One friend mentioned she'd started taking Feals CBD as a way of bringing her a little more peace on a daily basis.
I wasn't too keen on taking anything, but she told me it made her feel more calm and balanced, like herself again. She sent me a link to Feals, and I thought I'd take a look.
The hemp is high-quality; it's natural and produced in the USA from premium, full-spectrum hemp for maximum effect. The only other ingredient is USDA-certified organic MCT oil.
They offer three strengths that you can use depending on your needs. To get you started, they also offer a $20 Feals Flight that contains all 3 strengths (40, 80, and 160 MG), but I decided to just start with the lightest strength full-size bottle, so if I didn't like it, I could just give it to one of my friends.
Feals delivers right to your door (convenient), and if you subscribe, you get 30% off ( nice). The bottle was a beautiful orange and the reviews were really positive, so I went for it.
When it arrived, I read the instructions, and if I had more questions, they have an FAQ and access to customer service reps on the website or over the phone.
All you need to do is place a dropper's worth under your tongue for about 30 seconds and then swallow. Results vary per person, but within about 15 minutes, I definitely felt calmer, less worried.
Over the next week I tried it every day. I felt more balanced and relaxeddd. This was amazing! No way was I giving this away.
When my friends and I met up, I took a dropper's full before I arrived and I was able to actually enjoy myself all day.
Am I still feeling weird? Absolutely, but Feals has given me a new tool for dealing with these situations. I'm feeling more confident and more importantly, a little more like myself again in public.